Ashley Roach-Freiman

Ashley Roach-Freiman is a librarian and poet with work appearing in Bone Bouquet, Tinderbox Poetry Journal, THRUSH Poetry Journal, Smartish Pace, The Literary Review, and Superstition Review. She co-coordinates and hosts the Impossible Language reading series in Memphis, TN. More about her can be found at



If there is a place for bodies to be safe


In the woods, in the clearing, is there

a place for bodies to be safe? In the garden

pulling weeds, wild strawberries, never an end

to the vines, the wading in pokeweed,

and one day meeting forest. In shade, mimosa, pink soft

and spackled, in the river. Can you leave your body? You cannot.

You are alone.  Are you alone? Are you finally safe?

Field blue coneflowers, elusive pastoral, even in the notebooks

you keep, unsafe. In your blue kitchen, in your sunny bed, still, still,

is there a place? Drift to the traffic of minnows and bees.

Street by street, tree trunks of bodies root, unroot.

Bless your budding, you are not safe in yellow sun,

parking lot, single yellow flower. You are or are not alone.



Woman in Bathroom

after the photograph by Gregory Crewdson


Something you’ve been thinking about, unavoidably:

your life, half-lit by a series of still open doors, all the ones

you’ve walked through and thought were closed, forever

open in your night wake when you went walking for water,

tiptoeing, and stepped right into bedroom after bedroom

because your body was young and your mind was open

and your eyes were dripping, and you forgot thirst

for hunger and you never closed any door, just stumbled

forward, toes digging into the brown shag carpet to see how it felt, always

saying yes, because what else and what else, and fingers grasping

at shoulders, and fingers pining at windows, and the green line of morning

just a needle’s edge of distance, and now, stopped by the blank

miracle of sadness, your body recognizable only to you, looking back,

facing the mirror in front and the door behind you, your body

beginning its slow loss of illumination, the face lost to onlookers:

what have you learned by the light of all these doors?

How to be alone. How to be alone. How to be alone.

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