Maura Stanton

 

Maura Stanton’s first book of poetry, Snow On Snow, was selected by Stanley Kunitz for the Yale Series of Younger Poets Award, and published in 1975.  She has also published Cries of Swimmers (Utah 1984), Tales of the Supernatural (Godine 1988), Life Among the Trolls (Carnegie Mellon 1998), Glacier Wine (Carngeie Mellon 2002) and Immortal Sofa (University of Illinois 2008). Her poems have appeared in Southwest Review, The Atlantic, Poetry, The New Yorker, Southern Poetry Review, Crab Orchard Review, The Yale Review, Ecotone, The Hudson Review and other magazines and anthologies.  Her work has been featured on The Writer’s Almanac and the BBC radio program Words and Music. She lives in Bloomington, Indiana.

 

 

IN SANTA BARBARA

 

A homeless man has spread a table cloth

across the chilly sand next to Stearn’s Wharf.

He’s set the dishes and the flatware down

the way my mother taught me to place them,

fork on the left, knife and spoon to the right.

But instead of dinner we’re invited to lean

over the rail, take aim, and toss our dimes,

add quarters to the pile on the salad plate.

A rare silver dollar gleams on his napkin.

We throw our change.  Thumbs up to the one

who hits the water glass, making it ring!

As we stare down at him, nudged by tourists

who mostly speak Norwegian and Russian,

he gestures with the butter knife, lavishing

strokes of air over invisible bread.

More coins ring down onto his dinner plate.

We’ve already stuffed from our own dinner

at a real table with candles and waiters,

and now we’re headed down the wooden wharf

to watch the moon rise over the Pacific,

speaking the awkward English of old friends

who haven’t seen each other in many years–

careful with our topics, friendly but wary.

So much not to mention, or just touch on:

my mother’s stroke, an ailing cat, visits

to the emergency room, a father’s funeral,

betrayal, fear, mortgages, dizziness,

shortness of breath, bad knees.  This homeless man’s

an expert at peeling a pantomime orange

so that you almost see the bright rind fall.

Applause.  Some dollar bills drift down to him.

We’re skilled, too—joking around, laughing,

able to cover the unspeakable present

with the legerdemain of remember when?

 

 

MIDWESTERN RANT

 

What’s the point of going to those places—

the stone city of Matera, Machu Picchu,

the unlit streets of Stromboli with Van Gogh stars.

People only think I’m bragging if I mention

a week on Maui, or that apartment in Paris,

corner of Cardinal Lemoine and Blvd. St. Germain

where I sipped wine looking down at plane trees

(back home I would have called them sycamores).

They’re not interested, nor do they even care

that I twisted my ankle walking in the Alps

above Crans-Montana, on my way down to view

Rilke’s castle in the vineyards outside Sierre,

and took a train from Istanbul through Thrace.

They’d just as soon hear about Cincinnati

where my car broke down, or my class reunion—

photos of dead classmates on white posterboard—

my mother’s second stroke, the cracked boiler,

the poison ivy climbing up the fence,

stuff that sounds a lot like stuff that happens

to anyone, to you.  My urge to babble,

sing, spout—it’s so embarrassing!.  It’s just

to prove I’ve had a life that’s more than this one

flickering on the walls of this run-down joint

where everyone is old or over-weight,

and you yawn, playing with your iphone,

as I complain about a new back seizure.

You’ve seen those prickly seedballs on the sidewalk

(because you live in this dull hometown, too!)

that roll under your foot and make you trip?

One’s caught inside my skin on the left side,

all burrs and hooks, sending shooting pain

along my spine—but that’s just what I mean!

Why tell you that?  Why can’t I describe

the moon gold color of French wallpaper,

wild waves at La Coruna, Iguassu Falls?

Why must I chatter on about the plumber,

the bitter weather, or hateful parking meters

as I dip my chip into this mild and runny salsa?

 

 

THE PHANTOM DOUBLE

 

Reading poems in translation

Reminds me of dipping noodles out of soup.

 

They slide off my spoon, just as I purse my lips,

And slip back under the oily broth

 

Where they shimmer in some new shape

Adopted just for a moment

 

Until I prod them again, trying to scoop

Something solid.  Ah, at last,

 

Coiled inside the silver hollow,

A tasty one, if I can just lift it up

 

Before it slips back—no, it’s gone.

Shape-shifters, boneless fellows,

 

Mocking me with the illusion

Of their perfection back when they hung

 

On the drying rack in glossy strips

While the pasta-maker dusted off the board.

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